Wendels Love

We’ve had such a fun year homeschooling, but it’s not all been fun and games. So I asked what your questions were about homeschool, and picked a few to answer! Here we go!

Are you using a curriculum? 

We are…thank God! We are using Gather Round’s new kindergarten curriculum for the bulk of our reading and math learning. Then we’ve also worked our way though a few of the Gather Round unit studies {bird, solar system, some of human body, Christmas} for science. We’ve also been doing No Tears handwriting and 100 lessons to teach your child to read {game changer guys} I know that seems like a lot, but we do those things in about 1.5 hours. 

How many hours/days of the week do you homeschool? 

We’ve been doing four days a week {we take Fridays “off”} and spend about 1.5-2 hours doing school. It would probably take less time, but getting distracted by Hudson and Logan makes things take a little longer. But honestly, most days I just really listen and watch Austen. If he’s having a hard time focusing, we take a break and get outside. If he’s feeling defeated and frustrated we might end early for the day. My goal for this year was for him to have a fun time and learn TOGETHER. 

Are you going to homeschool next year? 

No. Austen is enrolled in our public school for next year. He desperately wants to be in “real” school {which is what he calls it} and we want to give him that opportunity. Part of me is sad. I’ve loved this time to be involved in his education and have the freedom that homeschool provides. But I’m also really excited to see how Austen does in a traditional setting and to have more time to devote to Hudson and Logan. 

Will Austen do K or 1st next year? 

He will be tested by our district at the end of the month, and they will make a recommendation. And we will just follow and trust their recommendation. Austen thinks this year was nothing and that he will do K at the big school next year. So if they recommend K, he won’t care! He’s so confused by what this year has been. 

Has Austen liked homeschool? 

Honestly, I don’t think he has. I really think he will look back and be thankful for it, but he’s been so confused because he thought he was finally getting to go to “Mae’s school” {my niece’s school} There have been so many fun days, and some super hard days. He’s been resistant at times, but I really think he will look back and have good memories of homeschool….I hope. 

What did you do with Hudson while you were homeschooling Austen? 

I always have a least two activities set up for Hudson. I made a basket of Hudson appropriate “work” that I can choose from. I don’t have a specific curriculum for him. I’ll add some pictures next of things that Hudson did this year to give you ideas. We were mainly working on identifying his name and putting the letters in his name in the correct order, introducing him to the full alphabet, fine motor skills, prehandwriting practice, and cutting practice. 

Has it been easier or harder than you expected? 

Ten times harder…and ten times easier. It’s so funny how different parts have been harder than I thought, and then some parts have been so much simpler than I was making it. I really thought Hudson would be so chill during school and do activities and play…but we wants to be RIGHT THERE WITH US which has been so distracting for Austen. We’ve talked about how in typical school there will be other kids in the room distracting you, but I do think it’s a little different when it’s your little brother and he’s whining. And I was stressed about the content and getting everything in, but the curriculum has given me so much peace that he will be prepared. 

If he’s going to a typical school next year, how do you think he’ll do?

I’m going to speak so much positivity into him in typical school, but if I’m honest, I think he’s going to hate it. By the end of 1.5-2 hours he is DONE and over school work. So I think an entire day will be a hard transition. We have been talking and preparing him for what typical school will look like. Like I said…speaking all of the positivity into him LOVING typical schools.

What have you been able to do socially for Austen? 

I hate that our homeschool experience was during a pandemic, but then we probably wouldn’t be doing homeschool if there wasn’t a pandemic. In “normal” lives we have an amazing group of friends who we meet with weekly, so he gets plenty of social interaction. But with the pandemic, we really limited that to keep my mom safe. Austen is super social, but also very head strong and stubborn. Austen and Hudson have learned a lot about playing together and communicating this year, but it’s different with someone who isn’t your brother. Very excited for him to experience socialization in typical school and learn those lessons. 

Are you happy you homeschooled this year? 

YES! I think it was the best gift we could have even given our family during this unusual year. The gift to truly slow down during the pandemic and focus inward on our family unit. The relationship that has developed between Austen and Hudson has been SO special, and I truly don’t think that would have happened if Austen was in public school. I’ve also loved the creative outlet homeschool has provided me. While it’s been hard and exhausting, it’s also been very life giving and empowering. 

Yup…I got Covid. It was not fun. I decided to do a little Q&A on Instagram to answer all of the questions I was getting….so here it is!

I’m going to refer to “the sickness” as Flofid so I don’t get censored…let’s do this!

How do you think you were exposed?

I was not directly exposed to Flofid because I was around our small pod only. So I had to have been exposed during a Target or Walgreen pick up. The only time I was unmasked was when I did drive ups. My only memory was when I went to pick up pictures for Christmas ornaments at Walgreens and when they guy came to my car, he pulled down his mask to say “Wendel?” and I didn’t have a mask on. But who the heck knows! We will for sure be wearing masks for drive ups/drive throughs from now on.

How did you know you had Flofid?

I had a positive test. I had a little tickle in my throat and was using cough drops on Christmas day and then on the 26^th I noticed my taste and smell were super muted. By the 27^th they were totally gone and I just knew. Got a test right away and a rapid test came back positive.

What were your symptoms?

I was lucky to have a super mild case. NO FEVER. So that measure is not effective. Tickle in my throat that turned into a full cough within a few days. My cough wasn’t terrible, but definitely there. I didn’t have headache or muscle aches. Fatigue for sure that would always hit me when Alex would get off of work and come downstairs. My body just knew I had to be present for my kids and then would drift off around 4:00. Then Alex would take over.

Why didn’t you self quarantine. No judgement, just curious.

Lord I wish I could have self quarantined, but there were two main reasons I didn’t. I had already exposed my family. You’re most contagious before you show symptoms. So I had probably already exposed them. And I’m still breastfeeding our 9 month old, and I just didn’t feel it was fair to do that to him. So Alex worked from home and we made it work!

Did you wear a mask around your kids?

I did not because our doctors told us that if they were going to be exposed they already were. I felt pretty mixed about this honestly.

Were you worried for your kids?

OF COURSE! So worried! Like cried every night worried. Not scared…just so worried. No parent wants to be the reason they made their child ill. We did two things during those 14 days to check in with them. Because they didn’t really understand the no taste or smell thing, we took their temp {again not a fool proof measurement, but it was something to track} and we checked their pulse ox levels with a pulse ox reader {super cheap on Amazon} which tracked their oxygen levels. If they dipped we would have called our pediatrician. I was also a good measurement for my nephew who is a nonverbal adult. Gave my sister a lot of peace knowing.

Did Alex test negative? Did he have the antibodies?

Alex tested negative 5 days after my positive test. That’s how long you’re supposed to wait after exposure to get the most accurate rest. AND 5 days after MY quarantine and negative test. He also tested negative for antibodies. It’s insane he didn’t get it because we absolutely kissed on Christmas Day. He’s a super human.

Did your kids get it?

No! We tested them five days after my quarantine and negative test and they all three tested negative. And let me tell you…that test…they did NOT appreciate it. So thankful!

Did your family get it?

A few did, and for privacy I won’t say who. I will however say that Alex’s entire family tested negative and we wore masks with them. We didn’t with my family and that’s where the spread happened. So masks help people!

Was your family upset?

I’m sure they weren’t happy but they were so supportive and understanding. They knew that we were careful. We said no to many parties to keep everyone safe so we could do Christmas and stay safe. That was the worst text to send and I sobbed hysterically after I sent it. And then turned my phone off and went to sleep. I know that’s dramatic but the truth.

What would you have done differently knowing your experiences?

I would have worn masks with my family. Such a simple thing to do. Annoying…but wish we had.

What helped with your symptoms?

WATER…so much water. We had the ingredients for the Starbucks medicine ball delivered {Pinterest it} and that was super helpful. Tea was fine, and I couldn’t taste obviously, but the lemonade on my throat felt so good. Also started Zinc right away and I think that helped.

You mentioned feeling shame…why?

Who knows if I was the first to be exposed, but I was the first to show signs. So I took responsibility. I felt SO responsible for my family members who got it. I felt horrible, and the waiting game for them to have their five days post symptoms and then waiting for their tests was so tough. And then hearing them be sick. It was just the worst.

What did you learn during this time?

Gosh guys the immediately love and support we got was unreal. Made me so thankful for the community we’ve created around us. We had meals sent to us immediately. Doordash gift cards, soup drop offs, supply drop offs. The day I tested positive, my friends literally just said “we’ll have dinner delivered by 5:00” I didn’t have to make a decision or order anything. At 5:00 dinner was delivered and my family was fed and no one had to worry about it. So if you know someone who gets Flofid, email them a gift card or send them a meal ASAP. Chick fil a Chicken noodle soup, a bag of nugget ice {yes you can buy that} and their lemonade was so good and helpful!

Can you/will you get the vaccine?

I won’t be eligible for a while but I hear you’re supposed to wait until your 90 days last symptoms. But once that happens…you bet your bottom dollar.

Thanks friends for all of the support and encouragement! You’re the best!

I like research.

Especially when it comes to efficiency or happiness or any form of forward movement.

When a very smart person does the work and research to figure out that exercise is good for our mental health {duh} then you best believe mama makes working out a priority.

When researchers tell us that making lists helps us to be most productive, I will make ALL of the lists.

When research shows us how and why technology is going to have a lasting negative impact on our brain function and possible mental health, I put down my phone and dive into more books.

So when I was listening to a podcast about a study done on happiness in unforeseen situations {like a pandemic} my ears perked up.

This podcast was talking about how leaning into creativity is going to be so important for our mental health as we come to the end {please dear Jesus} of this pandemic.

Then another podcast I was listening to was interviewing a neuroscientist and discussing the constant changing or our brain and how new challenges aids in it’s function and development.

So here we have it…research telling me to be creative and try new things.

Let’s do it!

So I made myself a little creativity basket. Something quick and easy for me to grab when I have five or ten minutes to create.

Some things I had, and I bought a few things as well. But guys…the joy and light I feel after some intentional time to create…holy moly.

We all know the feeling after an hour of scrolling social media and being like “well that was a waste of time.”

Never have I ever said that about reading a book, or coloring, or drawing, or writing.

Furthermore, I love what this is showing my boys. Hey guys…yes…watching tv is fun. But real joy comes when we create and open our eyes and minds to new things and new possibilities.

So guys…grab you a coloring book. Legit guys…a kids coloring book. Those adult ones are soo intense for this mama.  

Here are a few things I’ve picked up from good old Amazon that have brought a lot of joy and creativity into my life!

Number four is probably my favorite Christmas activity right now…stickers all day every day!

One / Two / Three / Four / Five / Six

{FYI these are affiliate links…love you guys}

I also got a subscription to this and it’s the best $5 a month I’ve ever spent!

Friends!

It’s been so long. Lord have mercy guys…I have had so much going through my head. Processing a lot of the impact of this pandemic as well as motherhood and being postpartum during a pandemic and trying to find a way to articulate everything. And to be honest, I’ve been processing and trying to squash a BIG limiting belief in myself that no one cares about my perspective.

I’m young and haven’t lived a ton of life, so really my perspective in unnecessary. Like I said…a limiting belief I’m trying to squash.

I’ve been talking about this with my therapist, so she challenged me to write blog posts or Instagram posts in the mornings during my quiet time. Even if I don’t publish them…get my thoughts out of my head.

So I have been and I have a lot to share.

But again…a voice in my head keeps telling me that no one would care.

So I’ve decided to not care about that anymore.

This blog is a space for me to share what I’m learning…as a way to remember the journey I’m on in motherhood. In life.

If no one cares…okay.

So more sharing, more processing, more vulnerability coming your way. In between homeschool and making meals and trying to keep children alive.

If you would have told me a year ago that I’d be writing a post about skin care, I would have laughed in your face.

A year ago I was STRUGGLING with my skin…but I’m so so thankful for how far my skin journey has come!

You see…my body LOVES to be pregnant. My skin LOVES to be pregnant.

My skin is like WHAT THE HECK…no baby in your belly…welcome to cystic acne HELL.

Then I get pregnant and my skin is like “yes…this is how we like you best…hormonal and with child.”

So while I was pregnant this time around, I was INSISTENT on getting into a good skin care routine that would {fingers crossed} carry over into postpartum life.

I scoured the internet, Instagram {Jen Reed is a wealth of knowledge} and Pinterest and I am so beyond thrilled with my skin.

So here’s what I’ve got going on as of August 2020…I’ll keep you posted friends!

Botanic Tree Glycolic Acid Exfoliating Cleanser

Just do yourself a favor…this stuff is amazing! It smells like the spa, feels so good and is what I was washing my face with every single night for a long time. Then I started thinking that was a bit much, so now I wash every other night with this. It’s one of my holy grail skin care items!

Cleanser Link

Palmers Skin Therapy Oil

This stuff…YOU ALL. If I had to pick one thing to take on an island with me…THIS WOULD BE IT. I’ve even made Alex start using it…don’t tell him I told you.

Face Oil Link

Biore Rose Quartz Charcoal Cleanser

When I don’t use the Botanic Tree cleanser, this is what I use. Almost every morning and then every other (ish) night. it’s super thick so I’m pretty sure this bottle will last for about 4.5 years!

Biore Cleanser Link

Aveeno Positively Radiant Sunscreen

During these strange Covid times, I’m not wearing makeup a lot. So in the mornings, I quickly wash my face with the Biore cleanser and put on sunscreen and that’s it most days! I have tried TONS of sunscreens. This is the only one that doesn’t burn when I apply it or break me out. So until my skin rejects it…this is my sunscreen. This is another thing I’m even having Alex do every morning.

Sunscreen Link

Derma Roller

I’ll be honest, I’ve had this for about a year and didn’t start using this consistently until about three months ago. But it is incredible. My skin feels so soft the next morning! Leanne Barlow swears by it, so I just decided to be consistent with it for a few weeks and noticed such a huge difference in the consistency of my skin!

Roller Link

GrandeLash Lash Enhancing Serum

I’ve used three different lash growing serums and this is the one I swear by! It lasts months so don’t be shocked by the cost! Sometimes I forget how much my lashed have grown until I put on mascara. The change is pretty incredible

Lash Serum Link

Okay friends…that’s it! I’ll keep you updated! And make sure to check out Instagram if you want to hear about it all first hand!

Happy Monday!

I’ve had two intense posts in a row…mental health and self care.

So let’s have some fun and take a peek into the heart of our home…the kitchen!

I’ll link as many sources as I can at the bottom of this post.

And I always share the before at the end too…but let’s chat about why we designed the kitchen this way!

Our {okay mine…Alex was very good and saying “sounds awesome”} main vision for a kitchen was a huge island. We entertain A LOT and I knew we needed a large place for food and food prep.

I’m also a stay at home mom, so having a huge island for us to do playdough and crafts at was super important to me!

We didn’t use a designer in the house, but the three cabinet companies we looked at wanted the sink to be in the island. And I didn’t want that at all.

Remember…we didn’t build this house, so we were dealing with a layout that wasn’t idea. We had a door and a huge window to contend with, so we landed on a corner sink.

And I was so stressed about it being too tight around the sink. But I was SUPER pregnant…so of course I was worried about it. We’ve actually loved the corner sink!

I always had a vision of this huge statement wall with an entire wall of tile and open shelves. I didn’t even consider using cabinets there…which is actually funny to me.

Pro tip…subway tile is super inexpensive! And we had Lowe’s do it because making subway tile level in a 100 year old home was tough! It took the guy an entire wall because it was something crazy like 1000 square feet of subway tile all together.

We want to wrap the range hood with white painted wood too someday, but it’s kind of complicated so that’s put off for now!

Any of the wood details you see around the house were done by Alex!

I love being able to style these shelves different ways throughout the year!

All of the cool old books we used on the shelves were actually the previous owners. They had boxes and boxes of cool old books that they left behind and we’ve used them a ton!

Side note…this dressing is my favorite! Poppyseed…so so good!

We have SO many cabinets between the kitchen and living/dining room so we’re not hurting for storage.

But true life…we’ve moved the coffee maker THREE times. Finding the perfect coffee spot proved to be difficult!

These little hanging rods from Ikea {linked the end} are super helpful in holding cutting boards that I mainly use for cheese boards and pizzas.

It’s just a bonus that they’re pretty!

The beverage fridge was a fun addition! They aren’t that expensive and add such a fun detail! And make drinks for parties so easy!

And I know you’ll ask, Austen doesn’t really get in there often because we talk about how this fridge is for when we have guests over.

He only really drinks water, but when we have people over he gets to enjoy a juice!

Hudson however is obsessed and is in it constantly and we at any given time have three to four drinks around the house.

And are you ready for the before?

Can you even believe it?

And here we are after demo! We really wanted to integrate the brick wall into our design but it was going to be so cold because it was an exterior wall and we just couldn’t figure out a way to make it work. Plus…I really wanted that high tile wall.

Here are all of our sources. Let me know if I missed something in comments! I’ll be happy to add our exact link or find something similar for you!

Wall Color: Chantily Lace by Benjamin Moore Color Matched at Lowes

Trim Color: Chantilly Lace by Benjamin Moore Color Matched at Lowes

Cabinets: US Cabinet Depot sold by M&T Services. Kitchen is shaker in color Cinder.

Wood Stain Color: Minwax in Provincial

Faucet: Lowe’s

Sink Light: Joss and Main

Island Lights

Beverage Fridge: Target

Coffee Maker

Counters: Mont Quartz Rhapsody

Cutting Board Rods: Ikea

Cutting Board Rods: Ikea

Placemats: Ikea

Wooden Pedestal Tray: Ikea {Similar}

Clear Jars: Target

Take a peek inside our Master Bathroom and Master Bedroom too!

I’ve been processing self care a lot lately.

We live in this world where everyone is saying “treat yo self”…all the time.

And I think a lot of us think it will make us feel better.

And it might…at the moment.

But the treat yo self life is all about momentary fixes.

Putting a band aid on a broken bone.

Never really working on the deep down issues.

I think there is absolutely a time and place for treating yourself.

A mani and pedi, a new dress, a night out, but let’s not pretend that those quick fixes are going to help us truly feel better long term.

Let’s open up the discussion on what will truly help with the long term.

This all pairs so well with my mental health post!

I’m not saying everyone needs to be doing therapy, but we need to be figuring out what will TRULY make us feel amazing.

I’ve learned a LOT since having kids about what fills me up. What recharges me. What to do when I feel anxiety or overwhelmed. The things that bring me back to neutral.

These may not be your things…but find what will truly energize you.

Here are a few of the things I do for true and deep down self care.

Gratitude

You guys…I think gratitude and perspective may be the number one thing that snaps me out of a funk. Whenever I’m feeling overwhelmed, if I stop to think about my blessings…I immediately put myself in my place.

Negativity is toxic and there should be very few places for it in your life.

The other day Austen had a ROUGH dentist appointment, and I got home and felt so defeated, and then I was like you know what…I’m not walking my child through cancer…we can do this!

Get in the habit of thinking gratitude first…even in the hardest of situations.

Sometimes it’s not easy, and I’ve had to train myself to think that way! But getting into that practice will fill you up.

Get Moving

I do not like to work out.

Never have…and probably never will.

But I work out six if not seven days a week.

Those endorphins are worth every second of it.

Legally Blond was not wrong. Exercise give you endorphins…endorphins make you happy…and happy people don’t kill their husbands.

Any legally blond fans out there?

It’s the second thing I do when I’m feel anxiety creep in. I do an online workout, get outside for a walk, turn on music and dance with my boys…I just move.

If you’re like me and hate working out…find something active that you do enjoy doing.

A dance class, a hike, yoga, crossfit, something active with a friend.

And if you hate the idea of it…STILL DO IT.

Because scientist do not lie…exercise is good for our body.

Do the hard things…the hard things are typically worth it.

Meditation

I’m not a yogi, and I’m actually still learning how to meditate, but The Calm App has been INCREDIBLY helpful in my self care routine.

They have a free trial, but I do the year subscription. They have guided meditation, sleep stories, and even meditations and sleep stories designed for kids that I’ve been doing with Austen once a week.

Some days, I’m able to sit for the entire meditation…others I’m all over the place, but dang it I’m determined to learn to stop and get quiet when I’m feeling overwhelmed or anxious.

And most importantly…I want to teach my boys that this is a tool to help them calm and simply be.

I also just bought Simply Sadie Jane’s Mindful meditations for kids and women and have just dipped my toe into them, but I’m excited to jump in!

Then there absolutely is a time and place for treating yourself!

I love a good pedicure, a breakfast alone {which I never thought I would say but that’s what children will do to you}, a new outfit, a new pair of earrings {who is surprised by that}, going out for drinks with friends, a fun date night, a night in a hotel alone {again…kids changed this extrovert a bit}, getting creative {I honestly love printing off adult coloring sheets and coloring my heart out like a five year old}.

I’d love to know what you do for self care! Give me some ideas!

And open up the discussion! Do you agree with me? Is this a totally new way of thinking? Be respectful, but if you disagree…challenge me on it!

Pictures by Tasha Pinelo

This is going to be a long one friends…but I’ve answered your Instastory questions below, so if you’re not a reader..scroll down and check out the Q&A!

May is Mental Health Awareness Month.

So let’s talk mental health.

Why am I passionate about it?

Well it’s a huge part of my story to a life of love.

My dad is bipolar, so mental health has been staring me in the face for my entire life.

My dad and his mental health is a whole other story for another day.

Let’s talk my mental health.

Because of the trauma of having a father with serious mental health issues, I’ve been super aware of the benefits of proper mental health care…and the ramifications of ignoring your mental health.

But I didn’t start seeking counseling until after Alex and I got married.

And to be honest…it was primarily for the respect and honor of my husband.

It was HARD for him to hear me discuss my past.

It was HARD for him to hear me discuss the pain.

He listened and respected me for so long…but finally..my sweet quiet husband said…

I think this needs to be heard by a professional…because I don’t know how to help you process all of this.

It was a wake up call…there are professionals out there who have studied and paid a lot of money to learn how to help people process their feelings.

My husband is an IT Admin…not a professional therapist.

So I went to a therapist recommended to me, and it was cathartic.

Having someone to stop me and say…”wait…process that more.”

Having a professional validate me and my feelings.

Having someone stop me and say…”that was not okay”

Having someone be honest…and call me out if my feelings were inappropriate.  

But honestly…as amazing as that therapist was…she wasn’t the right fit.

So I stopped going for a while.

Because here’s the honest truth…finding a therapist might take some time.

It might take a few tries to find a good fit for you!

And then I had Austen

And I quickly realize that I had unpacked my FEELINGS…but not the RESULTS of those feelings.

I had anger and frustration and my actions were not ones that I wanted Austen to learn.

I didn’t truly figure out how to handle and deal with the ramifications of my childhood.

I will never forget one specific day when I was trying to get my workout in and Austen was FUSSY! So fussy!

I got him out of his crib and got him some toys to play with on the floor so I could get my last 10 minutes in.

And he cried…SUPER mad I had put him down.

And I kid you not guys…I screamed as loud as I could, threw my weights down AND STOMPED MY FEET.

Like a toddler.

So I called Alex and told him “when Austen throws his first tantrum and he throws his toy and screams and stops his feet…you’ll know he learned that from HIS MOTHER.”

Right then I knew that had to change.

So guess who found Lelia a therpist.

MY HUSBAND.

I’m so thankful he did…and I want to tell you I scoured the internet for days and found the perfect one.

Nope…Alex found my therapist…in our network…and she just happened to be a behavioral therapist.

I made the appointment..went…and in that first appointment she gave me a HUGE light bulb moment.

She said…in those moments of anger, could you stop what you’re doing, get Austen in a safe space and then continue with what you’re doing?

Freaking simple. Are you kidding me?

Stop…nurse my child to make him settled and happy and THEN do my workout?

You guys…it changed it all.

She has helped me to have dozens of light bulb moments that have changed my life.

Then in December, our insurance changed and she wasn’t in our network.

So here we go again…I have to start all over finding another therapist and unload all of my baggage again and start from ground zero.

I tried to find a new therapist and nothing felt right.

So I texted her and asked if she would be willing to just accept $100 out of pocket once a month.

And she said absolutely!

Would she have done that for anyone? I don’t know…but we had built a relationship. She saw the fruit of her hard work…so maybe she’s making a little less than she would through insurance. But I think she saw the benefit in accepting a little less to continue on a journey with someone.

I’m so so thankful for that!

{Also…right this very second I’m stopping writing this blog post to text her and thank her for doing just that…I’m trying to be more intentional in following those little nudges that tell me to call or text someone…do the same friends! }

Text sent…okay…let’s continue!

Here’s what I want you to hear!

1. Your spouse is not and should not be your therapist. Even if they are a trained professional.

Seek counsel from someone other than friends and family.

2. IT IS NOT WEAK TO SEE A THERAPIST.

3. Do not wait until “the shit hits the fan” to see a counselor.

DO NOT DO IT.

Alex and I have done therapy in our happiest of times…because sometimes it’s helpful to have someone else help us process our feelings.

Especially for men who have a hard time verbalizing emotions.

4. Do not force your husband to do therapy.

You go first. Model that behavior and show them the positive fruits of your investment.

5. Don’t stop because your therapist isn’t the right fit for you…keep on keeping on until you find someone you’re comfortable with!

Okay…let’s answer those questions!

These are questions that were asked on Instastories…if you have more…DM me on Instagram or comment below and I will answer any and all questions!

How did you find your therapist?

Alex actually found my current therapist on Physcology Today. He sent me a few profiles that looked interesting and I just called one. And she was THE one. Follow your gut friends!

Why do you do behavioral therapy and what’s the difference between than and typical therapy?

So it was 100% by accident that I found a behavioral therapist, but I’m so thankful I did! If I get to the point where I need medication, I will seek counsel, but for now, having my therapist help me to recognize a behavior I don’t like and working with me to figure out a new behavior is exactly what I need.

How much does it cost?

A lot of insurance companies will cover four or five sessions. Our old insurance has an HSA so some was covered by the insurance and the other came out of our HSA. This new insurance didn’t cover her, and I wanted to stick with her so I just asked if she would accept $100 a session once a month and she agreed. It’s just a part of our monthly budget and it’s investment I feel like I’m making in my future AND my children’s future because I’m teaching and modeling what I’m learning.

Where do I start?

First step is find out if and what your insurance covers! Most insurance companies have a website where you find a doctor in your network. So that’s the first step. Search the website and then call a few and ask some questions. Then make an appointment and be open and listen.

What happens during a therapy session?

I think your first session is really just a get to know you and what’s on your heart. Let your therapist lead! Take a deep breath and let the conversation happen. If you’re nervous…let them know! If you’re feeling anxious…let them know. Talk to them and be open for what they have to say!

What type of marriage counseling have you done?

Just to protect my sweet quiet husband…I don’t think we’re quite ready to share that yet. But If you’re seeking marriage counseling…do the exact same thing as I said for what to start!

Let me know if you have any other questions! I’d love to answer them!

Picture by the talented Tasha Pinelo

Not Today Satan Mug

Wendels love us some board games…Austen especially!

At any given moment, we usually have two to three board games out.

But let’s just be honest…it took a while for him to figure out this whole board game thing.

Teaching a new board game is pretty hilarious, but the more games we learn, the quicker he picks them up!

Because he loves board games so much, we’ve collected quite a few, so I’ll link a bunch of our favorites!

{Also…real life picture…see that sideways spider up there…yup…found that behind the bush in the yard from HALLOWEEN…seven months ago. So it got stuffed in the cabinet}

I do have a few tips for teaching kiddos board games!

One: Simplify Them

You don’t have to play the game exactly as it’s designed…simplify the game in the beginning!

Even games like connect four…they don’t need to connect four people! Just let them make patterns with the colors, fill up the columns with the same color, work on fine motor skills when they’re 12-18 months.

Two: Take it One Rule At A Time

When it comes to games with cards and spinners, let them learn one simple rule at a time. Like with Chutes and Ladders…ignore the chutes and ladders part. Just get them to understand the spinning and moving spaces part. That takes a while to grasp!

Three: Let Them Win…but Model How To Lose

It’s important for us to model to our kids how to lose a game well. When/if they win, say “man…you were so good at that game…awesome job! Maybe I’ll win next time!”

If you want them to learn to lose gracefully…lose gracefully!

Here are a few of our favorite games!

Marvel Matching: In the beginning, we would lay them all face up and just match them that way. It wasn’t until age 3.5 that we played the game for real.

Sequence for Kids: This is such a fun game that is a variation of the classic Sequence Alex’s grandparent’s love. Everyone has a colored token and you pick cards that match to an animal, you’re supposed to try to get four-five animals in a row. We honestly just play it like match but not that Austen is 4 he’s understanding the idea of strategy and getting them in a row.

Seek A Boo: You can play with game a million different ways and make it easier or harder as you go! I shared this last Christmas and I’m pretty sure y’all bought out every Target in the Cincinnati area! It’s such a good game for ALL ages!

Hi Ho Cherry-O: Such a classic kids game but I think honestly half of the game is just organizing the fruits into their trees. Austen used to do this for a solid 30 minutes just for fun.

Chutes and Ladders: Okay Austen is legit amazing at this game and beats us every time! I think he has the spinner rigged.

Guess Who: You guys…this game is SO hilarious with kids! Austen always asks us questions that go exactly with the person HE has. But he loves it so much! It’s one of our favorites for sure!

Hungry Hungry Hippo: Just an honest excuse to get some aggression out, but Hudson loves chasing after those tiny balls.

Connect Four: We bought this for Austen but Hudson actually plays with it the most! He actually goes to the game closet and picks it out to play all the time! It is so good for fine motor skills and he’s even understanding the idea of color organization which makes my OCD mama heart proud.

Zingo: This is a MUST buy! We actually bought this and left it in Florida so I just bought us a new one, but it’s like Bingo with with this amazing gadget that picks the objects. Please promise me you’ll buy it for your child!

Go Fish: My mom actually just bought this game for Austen and he is LOVING it. Totally forgot about Go Fish! But teaching him to hold the cards is HILARIOUS so I need to buy a pair of these!

Fishing Game: Why is this game so fun? We bought a ton of these cheap simple games to keep at Austen’s parent’s condo in Florida and we had so much fun with it! Hudson just dumped them fish out and put them back in again…but if it holds their attention…I don’t care what they do with it!

And then here are a few games that are on my radar to purchase and look like fun!

Animal Jenga: That’s not what it’s called on Amazon…but that’s pretty much what it is! Jenga but you have to pull out the animal that you draw. But you could totally just use them as blocks to stack like animals! So cute!

Super Hero Chutes and Ladders: Dang it super hero themed things…take all of our money!

Don’t shy away friends…teach the board games…play them…and get ready to be beat because Austen truly wins 9/10 times.

You guys…I finally figured out affiliate links! Please don’t feel obligated to buy through my links but it does mean a lot for my growing blog! Thanks for all of the love encouragement!

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Incredible Pictures by Tasha Pinelo

As I mentioned in our very first blog post on Wendels Love, our first and last family mission statement tenants are “Wendel’s Love”

We pray that we can teach our boys to instinctively act in love.

Weather that be protecting a friend or helping someone do a project and giving a hug to someone in need.

The ONLY way to teach that, is for us to model that.

So we do…whenever we possibly can!

One of the simplest ways we’ve done that is through this “lemonade” stand Alex made for us.

I’ll give all of the details for how he made this is ONE day…but the actual stand is not the important part to us.

Yes…it’s cute and pretty…but the idea behind it is what is important to our family.

This lemonade stand has provided water to delivery truck drivers. Snacks for the mail workers when they were working crazy hours when the government shut down. Provided lemonade when the millionth Amazon driver delivers my random household good.

These crates have provided extra drinks…so my boys can fill in the empty spots and hand out waters to people who are walking by.

We almost didn’t do this snack stand because I worried it looked like we were being showy…and then I got a nudge during my quiet time.

God speaking some serious truth into me…

No one else knows your intentions….only you do. And people’s possibly negative opinions of you say more about them than they do about you.

I was letting fear of people’s negative opinions get in the way of our family blessing people.

Freaking fear…you have NO PLACE IN THE WENDEL HOUSE.

We actually did this around Christmas time and just kept filling it up…because the workers truly appreciated it. We were blessing them with simple things from Aldi.

And we will continue. On the last day of school…we will have free popsicles. On the fourth of July…we will have free waters. In the summer…we will provide free lemonade and sweet treats and whatever else we thing of. One random nice summer right…we might do free hot dogs.

I want our kids to freely give love and help whenever possible.

Because that’s what Wendels do…Wendels LOVE.

And now because I know you’re curious about how Wendel made this in one day. The crates are from Michaels, and them it’s just a few boards from Lowe’s. We stained them quickly with our favorite stain in Provincial {which is the same stain we’ve used on the floors in our house} and sprayed a board with chalk board paint. Boom.

Now granted…Mr Wendel is super handy…but this could ABSOLULY be a weekend job! And there are 100 million tutorials on Pinterest. I’m not trying to be a DIY blog…but there are so many who do them well!

Do you and your family have rhythms for loving on the people around you?

I’d love to hear you inspirations and ideas!

Pictures by The Amazing Tasha Pinelo